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    Prayer to Momma

    I wrote this poem in 2001 in memory of my mom and grandma.

    Momma, you can’t make me over

    This is what I am,

    (And not too bad, when I think about it.)

    I’m living my life,

    (Though my essence is still you)

    Now I’m a mother too.

    I remember all the things you taught me –

    How to live on this earth.

    Every lesson that I’ve learned from you

    I’m passing on to this new birth.

    Every one of your lessons had worth.

    If I don’t remember all

    I’ll make them up as I go along

    (my essence is you, so how can I possibly go wrong).

    Momma, I won’t let you down.

    I promise to remain,

    And pass honor on to your name,

    And my children will do the same

    In the name of the love you have given me.

    (After all, my essence is you, and I can love strongly too!).

    So many things have happened

    Since I was a little girl.

    (Some things I’ve done could make you hair turn straight.)

    But every door I’ve had to walk through

    I’ve held my head up like you taught me to.

    Start and end every day new.

    I can leave the worst behind

    For when we meet again at Heaven’s Gate.

    No need to change me, you made me,

    Look at all the things I’ve done.

    Your influence has always been there

    I submit to your love, you’ve won.

    No evil on this earth can hurt me,

    (Though I’ve sometimes managed to hurt myself)

    But your love and teaching guide me, provide for me

    And I can leave some love behind for someone else.

    My only sadness is that I can only talk to you in my dreams.

    Forgive me for waiting so long

    And say hi to grandma too,

    And thank her for me

    For being so strong.

    (my essence is you, and its power goes on!)

    My Soulja – BigNic

    Oh yeah!  This the One! My piece of virtual heaven – can u blame me?

    We go through some stuff, like any couple, I guess.  But oh how sweet the sound of your name, when we got it together.

    Loved, Lost, now move that Butt!

    I learned some things, but at great cost.

    I learned some things, but at great cost.

    I got an attitude!

    I got an attitude!  Don’t look at me like you never had a moment of confusion, where u turn around and say “Oh hell!  This stuff is so complicated, let me just cover my eyes and hit the dam button.” Then its permanently broken. A bond that held together for the same amount of time it takes to bring a human life into the real world.

    So it got shattered and lays on the floor like a million-piece jigsaw puzzle. What held it together that long in the first place, and why couldn’t it go longer?  Because it was virtual?  So was it all a myth?  Make-believe? Fake?  A lie?  How strong could it be if it wasn’t real to one or both?  Like many questions I ask during self-examination, this one has more than  one answer. And the one I chose yesterday may not fit the situation, post-re-examination.

    Abstract observation – Circular thoughts are subjected to change.  Today i have an attitude.

    ZBrush 3.5R3!!!

    Zbrush on its 3rd release since the half-version came out – oh about a few months ago, don’t remember exactly.  But you can always visit http://www.pixologic.com for that kinda info and more – like a trial version.  Not for the computer phobic that’s for sure.  Yet, i am as determine as i was a year ago that i’m gonna learn how to use it.

    There are some obvious roadblocks I gotta get through, like I’ve never sculpted anything before, cept for the kidney-shaped ashtray required before they let you graduate from elementary school.  The ZBrush tools and  environment are supposed to be suited towards those that sculpt, however there’s enough techno stuff in there to keep the 3D artist just as happy.  All this is preliminary before the launch of the final version 4.

    Well, it’s still an amazing program that I will master – or throw the ‘puter out the window trying!

    Avatar – ByteDreams Slade – Winter 2009

    Avatar, ByteDreams Slade - winter 2009

    This is my look at the moment.  There’s always room for change though – that’s me.
    This is a purchased skin, but the bones are all me, and that makes me unique in Second Life.

    Super Grapeberry lickable Byte

    Purple Latex catsuit - Karu Karu

    Purple Latex catsuit - Karu Karu

    I’m a she-ro by default.

    Latex has a bad name in general.  Fact is, not too many can wear the stuff and look good at the same time, in the real. But this is Secondlife – you can make it work, or let it work you.  I prefer the first.  This particular outfit is from Karu Karu…  They got the shine just right too!!!

    Halloween 2009

    What a fun-filled weekend it was!  squirrels copyTo dress up like these cute lil furry rockers – we just had a blast that day!

    My SL husband is soooo cool too.  After I drug his reluctant butt to the store where I got the furry avatar and he bought it, he then proceeded to put it on – piece by painful piece!  We then hit the rest of the sim, Blue Galaxy, romping and running like Tom and Jerry, and ended up at Sanctuary Rock for some hawt synchronized dancing on his chimera.    “You know, babe, I kinna like this!” he said to me.  That made the day all the more special, that i made him smile.  Always works!

    Did I mention we were adorable?

    Ralph Lauren’s Fall Collection hits the WWW tomorrow – 9/18

    This isnt Secondlife related – but it’s Ralph Lauren and that name is synonymous with good ol’ American Style n’Elegance.  Tomorrow, September 18th, we’ll be able to view Ralph Laurens latest Fall collection on the Runway, and from our computers.  I’m excited, and i had to tell ya about it!  Here’s the link!  Click me!

    Maybe not as simple as Black and White

    I’m complicated.  You see me in black and white, but nothing is that simple ever.
    Its never as simple as black and white

    Its never as simple as black and white

    Its never as simple as black and white

    It’s Plain as Black and White

    summerbreeze